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by Jannaku | April 22, 2021 | 05:06 PM

TABULASSSS!!!! AAAHHHHHH!!! I AM BACCCCCKKK!!!!!!

Grabe! It's been a while!!!!! HAHAHA! 

There are a lot of things happened to me. I will try to write them up para may laman laman naman ang blog ko. Ang aking blog since I was highschool.

Okay.

Fast forward.

So, last October 2020 I resigned sa 7 years na work as a design engineer kasi sobra akong na burn out. Nakadevelop ako ng anxieties and panic attacks. So I decided to take sometime off.  The best things about this mini vacation are... I have learned a lot. I learned stock market trading, meditating, self-care and witch craft (this is my favorite part!).

Sobrang dami kong natutunan while I was away. I focused on my mental health. It was messy. Meditation was not easy. Hindi ako nakakapag focus ng maayos but I am patient with myself. Slowly, I am healing, I set my boundaries. Energies that does not serve me good are no longer allowed in my space. 

Last March, I decided na mag apply apply na sa mga employers uli. I was scared to be honest. Ang nasa isip ko, paano kung hindi ako makasagot sa mga interviews kasi technical ang mga tanong? Paano kung d ko masagot, hindi ako makapasok? And so on. 

What I did was, I set my intentions to the Universe. Why I need the job? How much do I need? I was very specific. First employer called for an interview. Nakasagot naman ako but they were hesitant kasi ung nag interviewer mismo yung indecisive. Okay. Onto to next employer. I was scared pa din dahil nga technical nanaman pero this time sobrang ready ako. Nag review ako, mga notes ko, mga standards, etc. Pero, ang nangyari was interview lang. Although alam ko na ganun lang ang mangyayari, nag prepare pa din ako. Pupunta na rin lang ako sa gyera, bakit di pa ako magdala ng pamalo, diba? 

So after interviews, the next part was the waiting game. Mas lalo ako naging anxious! Just last week, the second employer called me for the next step; background check. Okay, I immediately sent them 3 character references pero dito ako naipit kasi isa sa kanila was not responding. Last Tuesday, the first employer called and they said that they were considering me to be part of their team. Grabe yung excitement ko na, mamimili na lang ako between them kung kanino ako pipirma. Until now, hindi pa ako nakakapirma kahit decided na ako.

As much as I do not want to go back to work, I have to. I need to reclaim my life and power back. Atleast, yung mini vacation ko, may natutunan akong new skills that will aid me to be better this time. 

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Comment posted on May 7th, 2021 at 05:11 PM
Good luck on your new work.

Stay Pretty
Comment posted on May 7th, 2021 at 07:03 PM
henlo! thank you! <3